William Cowper's 'Light Shining out of Darkness' (from the Olney Hymns (1779)) is truly beautiful.
As I read it, and think about what he is saying, I find in my heart deep empathy, and understanding, and wonder. I am in awe and wonder of a sovereign God - a God I believe is perfect and holy and wonderful, no matter what we go through. It's in the fire of suffering, the darkness of crying in the early hours, the bleeding heart and sadness for what loved ones are going through that this truth is most apparent and most real - God is sovereign and amazing.
And here is the poem, that says it so much more eloquently than I can:
"God moves in a mysterious way,
His wonders to perform;
He plants his footsteps in the sea,
And rides upon the storm.
Deep in unfathomable mines
Of never failing skill,
He treasures up his bright designs,
And works his sovereign will.
Ye fearful saints, fresh courage take,
The clouds ye so much dread
Are big with mercy, and shall break
In blessings on your head.
Judge not the LORD by feeble sense,
But trust him for his grace;
Behind a frowning providence,
He hides a smiling face.
His purposes will ripen fast,
Unfolding ev'ry hour;
The bud may have a bitter taste,
But sweet will be the flow'r.
Blind unbelief is sure to err,
And scan his work in vain;
GOD is his own interpreter,
And he will make it plain."